•manage my money wisely and effectively
•go to one place in oregon I haven’t
•document my trip to Boise better than I have done my trips in the past.
•loosen my grip/realize I do not have control over situations or people
•camp and/or stay in a yert(yurt?) at the beach
•go back to being a redhead-blonde you’ve been fun but I’m ready to be myself again
•use my camera at least 3 times
•enjoy seeing jenny lewis and brand new in concert (that’s a given.. I just wanted to brag a little)
I’m seriously shocked that it is already august. The last week of the month will mark one year in portland for me. I’m ready to make the next few weeks good ones, to truly enjoy the rest of my summer by setting myself up for less stress and more fun.
Frustrated with being lonely.
Being without soft, physical connection.
Tired of feeling like this.
After a long weekend of drinking and having to wake up early this morning, it feels so indescribably good to go to bed fresh out of the shower, all shaved and smooth and smelling good wearing clothes right out of the dryer. I’m going to sleep like a lil baby tonight!
It were easier for me to express the way I feel, or the insecurities I have, or how vulnerable I really am.
Like.. I really didn’t want to feel like this again.
Head vs. Heart. Always. And the one you chose never seems to be the right one.